STAMINA

I skipped all the classes yesterday, including my favorite Japanese and the most dangerous subject-international business.
I haven't figured out why I chose to skipped the class yet; however, it may arise from anything I can think of.
These days I've been pretty tense and always tried to keep positive and active.
I want to convince myself that I'm capable of handling all these stuffs, but it defeated me again and again. I don’t know what I can do, how I can survive.

Incompetence

I felt totally incompetent.
I can’t do anything and I hate myself full of nonsense and excuses.

I hate being coward and incompetent.